Slowly coming back to the real world.

I have been in the new flat for about two weeks. I love it. I have had my mini holiday at Center Parcs, it is lovely there, very relaxing. During that time me and Nick have been out for a few meals for various reasons and as a result I put on about 2-3lb. Never mind though, what is done is done, and I enjoyed doing it. Now I am back to running, gym and Jillian Michaels 30 day shred. I had to stop twice during level 3, I just couldn't breath! Woke up the next morning and it felt like I had been punched in the ribs! Not quite sure how that happened, or what works that area but I felt good and toned the day after, from the tops of my hips down to mid thigh also felt the burn the day after!

The main reason that spurred me to write today was what I had for lunch. Plain old egg sandwich, good, dried apple rings, good, and 2 small avocado cookies, good. But then I am in the house alone so I thought I'd treat myself to monster munch and 4, yes 4, biscuits. My days! Binge much. Feeling bad about it now, and it is something I need to learn control. Nick is out at work and it is like food I don't normally have is now unwatched and nobody will know (I know everyone will know now but at least it might stop it happening again) so, confession over.

One last thing during 2 meals out I opted for the veggi burger and chips (treats for special occasions) but after both of these -in different weeks- I felt lightheaded and sick. Does anyone know what may cause this? They were on white buns and I usually have wholemeal, but apart from that its really just a fattier choice than normal.

All a little crazy

I havn't been good with posting recently, sorry for that. Still getting moved into the new flat and I have been cleaning the old house which has now ended, YEY. Getting into a new routine takes ages for me, I still havn't been for that long run, but I am doing other forms of exercise to keep me going (good thing as well as my eating has been all over the place and I havn't been counting, but that has returned now).

Weight is maintaining, hoping to lose a little more before heading to Center Parcs on Friday. I have been wondering whether to take the plunge and buy a bikini. I don't think I would look terrible in one I just don't really have the body confidence, but then again will I ever?